#i didn't even bring up my like 3 breakdowns a day but im to lazy to add it

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How are you doing churro?

How queer of u to ask, thunder!!

Well I haven't been very okay for like 3 consecutive months buttttt today was fine. Atleast it's the weekend so, that's totally rad! But all day I've been feeling like vomiting but I've been unsuccessful!! So I just feel grosss. I've hardly been able to do work today and I keep on thinking about warrior cats. Also I cant force myself to finish all the fucking books I've put on hold!!! I've been drawing so much lately. I'm also really cold rn, I'm under a heated blanket but it's so coolllldddd. I had to walk my dog earlier and it was so bitter cold I was literally crying. I love the cold, yup. But please can it fucknt snow????? Oh yeah also also i keep disregarding washing my face and I keep picking at my skin and nails and I hate it.

I feel so cold, alone and sad and stupid and hated and I wanna cryy